i find myself in a sticky sitituation. Have i just encountered a betrayel or am i just paranoied
amd yes i enjoy spelling things wrong
1. I wake up and you call me names and think its funny
2. you punch me repeatily through out the day and think your playing around
3. you continue to call me fucked up names through out the day and make me feel like shit
4. you take your anger out on me
5. if your day sucks, its my fault
6. i take the blame FOR EVERYTHING even if it wasnt my fault
7. you try to get me in trouble
8. you try to convince people im horrible.
9. You try to make me your house nigger
10. if i dont jump up for you i get in trouble but if i ask you to do something your a bitch and say i ask you for everything
11. your mean to my friends and you think its funny
12. you try to embarrass me in front of my friends
13. your fake. your nice when no one is around and a CUNT when people are around
14. you never say you love me and EVER mean it
15. your a shitty mother
16. you dumped my little sister on me when i was 10 and made me raise her
17. your a alcholic
ALL OF THIS AND I AM STILL THE BAD PERSON?! I GET THREATENED TO GET KICKED OUT WHEN AFTER THE DAY IS DONE AND I PUT UP WITH ALL OF THIS, I FINALLY GET SO FED UP WITH YOU AND TELL YOU TO GO FUCK YOURSELF YOU RUN TO DAD AND TELL HIM AND THEN HE THREATENS ME THAT I AM GOING TO GET KICKED OUT AND HE DOESNT EVEN KNOW WHAT YOU DO TO ME ALL DAY BUT I AM THE BAD ONE?!?!?!?!?!?!?! YOU MAKE ME WISH I WAS NEVER BORN! YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I WANT TO JUST DIE. THAT I HATE MYSELF! NO GERI I FUCKING HATE YOU! IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN YOUR FUCKING FAULT! ALWAYS!
I CANT EVEN STAND UP FOR MYSELF CUZ INSTANTLY DAD TAKES YOUR SIDE ON ERVERYTHING AND HE DOESNT WANT TO HEAR MY SIDE OF THE STORY! YOU TURNED EVERYONE AGAINST ME AND I FUCKING HATE YOU FOR IT. IF I KILL MYSELF MOM ITS YOUR FUCKING FAULT! YOU MAKE ME INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!